Sorry john i know your eyes are closed but its one of the only ones i look half decent in and mady is actually looking at the camera haha
I feel obligated to write on my blog since it has been so long but i don't really want to haha. I've been kind of stressed out as of late trying to decide what to do with our lives in the coming months. Las Vegas?, Idaho falls? who knows? i know what i would like but life doesn't seem to go that way. We have been unknown to our ward the past while. I got sick and missed one Sunday then went to Washington and got sick when i came back so missed another Sunday. Then John and I went to Utah. Then the cabin with the girls and hubbies in Island Park which by the way was a blast and i think everyone had fun including the guys. Then Mady got sick so we had to do trade off, i was also still sick. Then this Sunday john is in Utah for his grampa's funeral. He took Madylena with him for his dad and family to see her but left me at home with my mom so i "wouldn't be bored to death". Next week we have a wedding to go to in Utah so we won't go to our ward that Sunday either. Haha then i think we will finally be able to go i hope :) they will start calling us thinking we have gone inactive :) An update on us. We are trying to decide where to go after john graduates. John is busy with school, i'm busy thinking and stressing and soon packing,and looking at houses dreaming of course :) Mady is getting bigger everyday well not really getting bigger she still only weighs 13 and a 1/2 pounds not even double her birth weight yet but she is growing up. She's wave to you, copy your actions, can sit up on her own very well. Rolls around everywhere and gets into everything. and scoots backwards she'll be crawling before i know it and i'm not prepared! :) hehe she is such a joy in my life but such hard work... can you tell i miss her lots this weekend? haha well I may write again soon with our life plans if we ever figure them out hehe :) we will see
