Loving life...

I have not made any decisions on any family related things yet but for now i will just enjoy loving my life right now :) Today was johns only day off this week so we decided to go to the zoo :) we had a blast! it was cold so we had to wrap up but it was so fun. Mady especially liked the monkeys and penguins. Which our john and I's favorites as well :) Then we visited our Friends at the snow shack and later we are going to bubbas for dinner with them. Over all a really fun day yeah!!! :) the only thing i can complain about right now is my leg. I noticed a red spot and line on my leg a couple nights ago. actually john pointed it out. I thought it was from crossing my legs on each other but it didn't go away. I also have a spot on my thumb. Yesterday they felt like burns and only hurt when i touched them. Now they are developing blister like bumps and hurts all the time... i will go to the doctor if it gets worse but only if it gets really bad for i don't have insurance :) let me know if you think you know what it is :) thanks.... Whelp I'm off to enjoy the rest of this fun day see ya :)
Here are some pics of the zoo :)I don't know how to separate them to make comments so oh well just enjoy the pictures :)

What a day

Well today was definitely an interesting Sunday. No dad i did not make friends unless you count all the old people staring at us as we walk out of sacrament, john covered in pee and myself covered in baby spit up. Lovely eh? :) so we came home changed and put the nasty grumpy little thing to bed :) to the older readers. how did you know when you were ready to try for a second child? I am baby hungry both john and I look into every car seat we walk by to see if its a cute little newborn :) I have sisters and friends getting pregnant and i have always wanted to have kids the same age cousins like our murri family so they can play together while us moms chill out, and experience pregnancy together. I also wanted my kids close together so they can be as close as I am with my family, and so they can actually go to school together and look out for one another. On the other hand i wanted Mady to be almost three so she could help me with my next baby (get me diapers and such). I also wanted to lose weight before i got pregnant again but I've been working on it for eight months and nothing. The biggest reason not to have another baby is because i love sleep and am just starting to get it every night again and i love it :) Let me know your thoughts but also keep in mind i may not be able to have anymore children or it may take a few years but it also may happen quickly because I've gotten pregnant before....who knows.
Well I've started an extremely horrible and strict diet and am going to exercise way more than i can ever do and be happy so this next little while may suck but if i lose weight it will be way worth it.... wish me luck!!! love ya all. Can't wait to spend this evening and tomorrow evening with my family doing FHE :) I'm so glad that i live so close to family they are my greatest joy in life. :) especially the ones i see everyday :)