From Arizona and back....Finally settled....

This is madys outside face

So sleepy :)
Well we made it back alive from that long Arizona drive :) we had a fun time and really enjoyed the weather.... the golfing swimming and of course Brandon and Kristen :) I'm happy to be home in my own bed though :) we are settled into our apartment. we finally feel home now that we have cable and Internet haha :) john is working at the Shelley broulims until he knows whether he got the enterprise or sears optical job cross your fingers for him :) since he is at work everyday till evening and I'm in the solitude of Shelley i get quite lonely and i wish i had someone who had a baby mady's age so they could play. I just read that babies her age need to play with other babies her age. We will see i guess. Our ward has mostly elderly people or the families have 4 kids all ready. Plus I'm not so good at making friends :)hmmmm what else is there.... i wish summer would come!!! not that I'd go outside to enjoy it unless john was home or i went and did something with someone else who has a car haha :) well i have to go entertain my baby :)

Doing good

Well we have moved into our apartment and i have it almost into home. :) I gotta say although its in shelley so far i really like it i like the layout and it is really open. So hopefully we won't have to move again for a little while :) or i may go insane officially. Tomorrow will be quite a busy day i am trying out for the IFYAC fall musical "Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory." We will see how it goes. I will only take it if it is a good part. I know that may sound snobby but i stuck with a bad part in Beauty and the Beast and holy cow was that a tortuous waste of time!! i think i may have a chance of getting a good part because the director is the same director i had in Cinderella so obviously he liked me enough to cast me in that so hopefully he will remember me :) Then after my audition we are starting our drive to ARIZONA!!! YEAH!! i'm so excited to see brandon and kristen not to mention the sun :) i'm not looking forward to the drive however haha we will see how it all turns out. Hopefully i will come back with a tan hehe :)

somewhat figured out

Well we are in the process of moving everything this week into our new apartment. It is pretty nice. It has three bedrooms and one bathroom. A small pantry and washer dryer hookups. The ones we are using the this house are old but work and greg said if the people who bought the house don't need them we can have them for free! so cross your fingers!. Our apartment also has a garage and is only 600 including trash, water, and sewage which is really good :) we still need to get internet for it so if anyone knows of a cheap month to month internet let me know :) The things i don't like about it are...
-It is an apartment :) can't do much about that right now
-Its in shelley... kind of the middle of nowhere
-my neighbors smoke
-I'm sure there are others but i will know them once i've actually moved in. :)

Another thing i found out today is johns job is done next week or the next if we are lucky so hopefully he can find another one soon or i'll be full of stressing :) i've been feeling really yucky lately and have not liked how it affects my want to work out. I'm so sick of being overweight it seems no matter how much i starve myself and work out like a mad woman i have nothing to show for it not even on ounce! and lately i've been feeling really sick and dizzy if i don't eat every hour or two which is infuriating! HELP!!! :) pray for us that john will get a job or we may be in trouble haha
On the other hand i am loving living in idaho falls so i'll miss being so close to everything in shelley and you may say your only 10 minutes away but to me thats a lot especially when i don't have a car. I love being walking distance to friends and family it makes life worth living :) YEAH for love :) Have a good day all

STRESS HERE I COME!!!

well our cinco de mayo party was really fun i had a blast with my fam minus a few :) too bad the rest of the night was ruined. I had gotten a text that the house was sold. After only a month! i'm so bummed i was really getting used to living there and loving it. Now i have to pack everything up again and try and find a new place to live ASAP. Woohoo i was just done being stressed and now i get to do it all over again. Most apartments want a year lease but john won't even have a job a the end of this month! so we have no clue where we will be at next month... oh so fun at least i had a month being near family and i loved it :) wish us luck we got a lot of crap ahead of us.

Sorry no photos

i have gotten some new photos of mady taken many which are very cute and maybe a little too grown up... don't worry nothing bad hehe just sitting in the car wearing a seat belt or hats way too big but i can't put them on because we have no internet at our house so all our internet things are done at my parents. I'm sure we will get it sometime and i can do updates. Not much going on with us. John is staying busy and getting an extremely aweful farmers tan working the potato feilds and i'm staying extremely busy getting everything unpacked and cleaned in both the rentahouse and the apartment. Plus trying to figure out finances and the furture is a job and a half in itself. John still hasn't gotten paid for his couple weeks of work so all i can say with that and his not working for a few months before that... good Thing we have savings!!! (but there goes my future house downpayment) :( Well we are off to watch Sherlock Holmes hope its good :) have a good night.... PS i like comments and i haven't been getting very many as of yet you slackers! :)

WHew

wow what a day... i've been unpacking like a feind this last week and still have more to do. but i don't really want to do it because i'm pessimistic and think that as soon as i get it all out someone will buy the house and i'll have to pack up all over again. pray for us that nobody does ahaha :) so i've been trying really hard to loose weight lately i've been watching how much i eat and i've been being incredibly active yesterday i only sat down an 2 to go to a movie. How to train your dragon in 3d with my mom and grandma is was really fun. Next time we will plan it so vandy doesn't work and she can come :) wish you were here kristen! Anyways to my real story. today i wanted to go to roberts craft store because they are closing. I spent a little too much but cut what i would have spent in half :) hehe Jill you would have had a blast in this devil store with me but it is still not as good as porters... hence probably why they are closeing. Well i spent too much time there and then tyrel and Vandy joined me to dairy queen for a light lunch now here is where it gets worse. It was crazy hot on the way home i got an extra blizzard for 25cents great deal :) but they melted on the way home. Mady was way tired so she fell asleep but i forgot to put sunscreen on her so i practically ran home so her little feet wouldn't get burned. When i opened the garage and went to go in the house i found out john had kept the garage door locked and took the key with him so i had to go to my moms house till john gets home from work tiny needs a nap but won't really sleep with out her music toy which is in the house and i need to bathe but can't till i get home so it sucks that i got locked out but i still had fun and got some good excersice :) i love summer :) being locked out can't get ride of my happiness today :) the sun is shining the flowers are beautiful and its been an exhausting but fun week :)
LATA

Moving

Whelp i'm taking a break from packing... how did we get so much stuff!!!??? i remember our first move and it seemed pretty easy and back in my first year of college i could fit everything into my car!! oh those were the days. Packing up my clothes made me have to look at all of my cute clothes i can't wear again. When john was taking them out he said oh coya i'm so sorry give me a kiss. ANd i said ok why? he said cause you have so many cute clothes that don't fit. And he is right so sad i hope i can fit into them again or my life will be one continuious sadness :) woohoo. Well i don't know what to do with all our stuff in that house it is like 4 times bigger than we need but that is nice :) i just hope we don't have to move back into an apartment after being in a nice big house :) well i'm off to go pack. Hope john can find a job so we aren't broke in two months haha woohoo oh the life after college eh? :)