Loving life...

I have not made any decisions on any family related things yet but for now i will just enjoy loving my life right now :) Today was johns only day off this week so we decided to go to the zoo :) we had a blast! it was cold so we had to wrap up but it was so fun. Mady especially liked the monkeys and penguins. Which our john and I's favorites as well :) Then we visited our Friends at the snow shack and later we are going to bubbas for dinner with them. Over all a really fun day yeah!!! :) the only thing i can complain about right now is my leg. I noticed a red spot and line on my leg a couple nights ago. actually john pointed it out. I thought it was from crossing my legs on each other but it didn't go away. I also have a spot on my thumb. Yesterday they felt like burns and only hurt when i touched them. Now they are developing blister like bumps and hurts all the time... i will go to the doctor if it gets worse but only if it gets really bad for i don't have insurance :) let me know if you think you know what it is :) thanks.... Whelp I'm off to enjoy the rest of this fun day see ya :)
Here are some pics of the zoo :)I don't know how to separate them to make comments so oh well just enjoy the pictures :)

What a day

Well today was definitely an interesting Sunday. No dad i did not make friends unless you count all the old people staring at us as we walk out of sacrament, john covered in pee and myself covered in baby spit up. Lovely eh? :) so we came home changed and put the nasty grumpy little thing to bed :) to the older readers. how did you know when you were ready to try for a second child? I am baby hungry both john and I look into every car seat we walk by to see if its a cute little newborn :) I have sisters and friends getting pregnant and i have always wanted to have kids the same age cousins like our murri family so they can play together while us moms chill out, and experience pregnancy together. I also wanted my kids close together so they can be as close as I am with my family, and so they can actually go to school together and look out for one another. On the other hand i wanted Mady to be almost three so she could help me with my next baby (get me diapers and such). I also wanted to lose weight before i got pregnant again but I've been working on it for eight months and nothing. The biggest reason not to have another baby is because i love sleep and am just starting to get it every night again and i love it :) Let me know your thoughts but also keep in mind i may not be able to have anymore children or it may take a few years but it also may happen quickly because I've gotten pregnant before....who knows.
Well I've started an extremely horrible and strict diet and am going to exercise way more than i can ever do and be happy so this next little while may suck but if i lose weight it will be way worth it.... wish me luck!!! love ya all. Can't wait to spend this evening and tomorrow evening with my family doing FHE :) I'm so glad that i live so close to family they are my greatest joy in life. :) especially the ones i see everyday :)

From Arizona and back....Finally settled....

This is madys outside face

So sleepy :)
Well we made it back alive from that long Arizona drive :) we had a fun time and really enjoyed the weather.... the golfing swimming and of course Brandon and Kristen :) I'm happy to be home in my own bed though :) we are settled into our apartment. we finally feel home now that we have cable and Internet haha :) john is working at the Shelley broulims until he knows whether he got the enterprise or sears optical job cross your fingers for him :) since he is at work everyday till evening and I'm in the solitude of Shelley i get quite lonely and i wish i had someone who had a baby mady's age so they could play. I just read that babies her age need to play with other babies her age. We will see i guess. Our ward has mostly elderly people or the families have 4 kids all ready. Plus I'm not so good at making friends :)hmmmm what else is there.... i wish summer would come!!! not that I'd go outside to enjoy it unless john was home or i went and did something with someone else who has a car haha :) well i have to go entertain my baby :)

Doing good

Well we have moved into our apartment and i have it almost into home. :) I gotta say although its in shelley so far i really like it i like the layout and it is really open. So hopefully we won't have to move again for a little while :) or i may go insane officially. Tomorrow will be quite a busy day i am trying out for the IFYAC fall musical "Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory." We will see how it goes. I will only take it if it is a good part. I know that may sound snobby but i stuck with a bad part in Beauty and the Beast and holy cow was that a tortuous waste of time!! i think i may have a chance of getting a good part because the director is the same director i had in Cinderella so obviously he liked me enough to cast me in that so hopefully he will remember me :) Then after my audition we are starting our drive to ARIZONA!!! YEAH!! i'm so excited to see brandon and kristen not to mention the sun :) i'm not looking forward to the drive however haha we will see how it all turns out. Hopefully i will come back with a tan hehe :)

somewhat figured out

Well we are in the process of moving everything this week into our new apartment. It is pretty nice. It has three bedrooms and one bathroom. A small pantry and washer dryer hookups. The ones we are using the this house are old but work and greg said if the people who bought the house don't need them we can have them for free! so cross your fingers!. Our apartment also has a garage and is only 600 including trash, water, and sewage which is really good :) we still need to get internet for it so if anyone knows of a cheap month to month internet let me know :) The things i don't like about it are...
-It is an apartment :) can't do much about that right now
-Its in shelley... kind of the middle of nowhere
-my neighbors smoke
-I'm sure there are others but i will know them once i've actually moved in. :)

Another thing i found out today is johns job is done next week or the next if we are lucky so hopefully he can find another one soon or i'll be full of stressing :) i've been feeling really yucky lately and have not liked how it affects my want to work out. I'm so sick of being overweight it seems no matter how much i starve myself and work out like a mad woman i have nothing to show for it not even on ounce! and lately i've been feeling really sick and dizzy if i don't eat every hour or two which is infuriating! HELP!!! :) pray for us that john will get a job or we may be in trouble haha
On the other hand i am loving living in idaho falls so i'll miss being so close to everything in shelley and you may say your only 10 minutes away but to me thats a lot especially when i don't have a car. I love being walking distance to friends and family it makes life worth living :) YEAH for love :) Have a good day all

STRESS HERE I COME!!!

well our cinco de mayo party was really fun i had a blast with my fam minus a few :) too bad the rest of the night was ruined. I had gotten a text that the house was sold. After only a month! i'm so bummed i was really getting used to living there and loving it. Now i have to pack everything up again and try and find a new place to live ASAP. Woohoo i was just done being stressed and now i get to do it all over again. Most apartments want a year lease but john won't even have a job a the end of this month! so we have no clue where we will be at next month... oh so fun at least i had a month being near family and i loved it :) wish us luck we got a lot of crap ahead of us.

Sorry no photos

i have gotten some new photos of mady taken many which are very cute and maybe a little too grown up... don't worry nothing bad hehe just sitting in the car wearing a seat belt or hats way too big but i can't put them on because we have no internet at our house so all our internet things are done at my parents. I'm sure we will get it sometime and i can do updates. Not much going on with us. John is staying busy and getting an extremely aweful farmers tan working the potato feilds and i'm staying extremely busy getting everything unpacked and cleaned in both the rentahouse and the apartment. Plus trying to figure out finances and the furture is a job and a half in itself. John still hasn't gotten paid for his couple weeks of work so all i can say with that and his not working for a few months before that... good Thing we have savings!!! (but there goes my future house downpayment) :( Well we are off to watch Sherlock Holmes hope its good :) have a good night.... PS i like comments and i haven't been getting very many as of yet you slackers! :)